Glued In Answers

Doubtful ...
Maybe this is what I'm feeling
I kept thinking
Why did he choose me
Even though I ...

I'm just a dry leaf
Wasted and excluded by the wind
And you are like a pearl
Which is stored in the most beautiful place
But you………??!!

With courage to express that feeling to me
I can only be silent and stare at you
I hesitated ...
And keep asking ...

I must answer
Or not even ...
This heart doesn't want to hurt your heart in the slightest
But this taste ...

Not even a little ...
I just want to be alone
And as usual
I hesitated to decide

It's not easy for me to hurt your heart
But I just want to be friends
Nothing more than that
Never mind ...

Don't you scratch a little color in our friendship
Because love will only change
The color that used to be bright became gray
And finally it's black

I don't want to lose you as a friend
I've lost enough of him
And don't want anymore
You disappeared….